Im here everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Im so pleased somebody missed me. I have more people on here that miss me than in my off pc life!!!!!!!!!!!!. HOW SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. had a Migraine for three days and after not taking meds yesterday thinking it would ease. WRONG,,i was sick and bad all afternoon and evening!!!!. Ive been feeling awful this week again after some good weeks. the weather is really not helping theis Menopause getup!!!!!. ha ha lol. You made me tear up with your poem Rainy Carol. Thats so thoughtful and its really made me well up now. Thank you so much. Although i may get my mad pants in twist at the moment and fly off about things i do do love you all on here. It means so much when people care and support each other.
..........................oh yeah, right. 3 day headache. You were cavorting weren't you? What's his name? G'wan you can tell me all about it, I promise I won't tell anyone. Well 'cept CG and maybe Stan 'cos they don't remember either........... **casts mind back to cavorting days** = vague memories. I do remember you keep your vest on (in case you get cold), no central heating in my day 
Seriously Rose, it is not sad that more people here missed you. True friends are not like flowers, to be collected in bundles, you don't get that many in a lifetime. And isn't is strange how you can pick up a person's personality just from what they write on a page, it can be very revealing. So, I am sorry you have been so unwell - time to go back to your doctor. Have you ever been on beta blockers? Glad to see you back - altho' where's your pink? iykwim.
LOL Rainy,,,, PINK what??? eh?. PINK iwkwym? at that?. Im lost. LOL. No im scared of taking too many pills that mess about with your heart you see,,it scares me rigid. Although all tablets have risks,,im going back to the new doctor to find out a bit more about HRT Maybe?. But then that carries a risk of Heart Disease. But you see so does Imigran??. I think you have to weigh up risks and maybe try something if theres just as much risk if you know what i mean. Im FED up of not feeling well. I was having some good weeks a while back when i spoke to the doctor about my blood test. I told him i felt a bit better, and this past week ive felt terrible again. The weather makes it worse . The BIG M i mean (menopause). Thats whats been happening i get a few weeks where i feel ok then i feel awful again. I know thats how The Menopause plays out. Ive been flushing like mad again today and yesterday. I dont want to keep harping on. Ill talk to the doctor anyway. My Happy face is on again today anyway.
NOW i know what "sorry dear i have a headache" is all about LOL
I could be missing for a month and NOBODY would even remember my name!! 
Glad you're feeling a little better Rose. Although I didn't need anything for the big M, I'm sure they have stuff to help everybody, they just need to keep trying different things until they find the right one.
My daughter was/is on beta blockers I think and she still seems to function ok. She's as normal as I am!
My Pink Rose Ink is back Rainy Carol awwww. Thanks for your help.
CG we would miss you so dont sulk. ((())) ((())). Thank you for your concern,,oh yes i have made another appointment. I think i need tweaking,,or my meds do anyway LOL. I think i frightened them at work the other day i was so angry,just like that picture. Im laughin again today though.
Aw thanks. We all need tweaking now and again don't we. 
(we're not all that lucky though!!)
