Knockknock. An Explaination:(

[knockknock-66]

Hiya Guys,

My apologies for not being on for a while, but as you are about to read,i had my reasons.

About three weeks ago now i was out in my garden having a cigarette, when Michelle came up to me and said "Paul, we need to talk" I said "Oh, what about sweet" She said "I  don't love you anymore" With that i was devastated!! So two days later i left the family home and moved in with my sister and her husband until i could find a place of my own.

A couple of days after moving i found out that Michelle was now seeing someone else, this tore me apart. I asked her if there had been anything between them whilst we were together and she acknowledged that she had been seeing him, "But only as a friend" mmmm Not Rocket Science eh!!!

She told me that he was not the reason why she didn't love me, she simply didn't like the fact that i enjoy a pint or two three nights a week. We attended marriage counciling last year and it did seem to make things better, but things have slowly gone back to where they were.

I get to see my children regularly, which i am really pleased about and friends have raleigh'd round to offer support and help. I am just waiting for reference letters to be returned to the estate agents and then hopefully i will be able to settle and get on with my life. This really has torn me to shreds, i have spent night after night in my room sobbing.

I want to say a huge thank you to Alex and Brian who have both talked to me on the phone and listened to my tears.

Anyway, as you will know, building a new home costs money and i am having sell off some of my collection to raise money for things like washing machine, tv, settee and chair, tv unit etc etc. I left home with nothing but my collection. So, if it's ok to post a link to my sellers account i wondered if perhaps some of you would take a look and see if there is anything you fancy,

I have missed the forum, but to be honest i have been rather busy.

Seller Account. knockknock-66-uk

http://www.ebay.co.uk/sch/knockknock-66-uk/m.html?_nkw=&_armrs=1&_from=&_ipg=&_trksid=p3686

Thank you all. Speak Soon.

Paul

[serenamorgan]

I don't really know what to say Pual, gutted for you mate:-(

Hope you are able to find your own place soon (doesn't matter how well you get on with family, never easy staying with them) and good luck with you sale, I'm sure a Utd fan will snap that multi signed book up

[falcons_flyhalf]

Really sorry to hear that Paul, usually your posts are of an amazing unique knock knock success.

I sincerely hope you find happiness soon, all the very best for the future, and the best of luck in your new home.

Kind Regards

Adrian.

[robboh2006]

Eyup mate glad to see you back on gutted for you....glad you able to start looking for you own place and I hope you are able to make a good profit on those items.....YOU BEEN MISSED MATE ON THE FORUM

best wishes

rob

[obree]

Good to hear from you Paul kepp your chin up my friend . Good luck with the  house and with your sales .

[loobyloo6]

Hi Paul.

Things will get better....My Ears and front door are always open to you...you know that friend.

[sylouisetruebluechelsea]

Very sorry to hear your news Paul you have many friends on here and we will all stand by you mate as Brian says keep your chin i know it must be very hard situtation to be in but life is too short mate .

sy

[westiesx2]

Sorry to hear your news Paul. I hope that you can pick yourself up and get back to as normal a life as poss very soon. Miss you on here. Take care.

[sid8066]

Sorry to hear you news Paul , i know it must be hard for you at the moment but keep your chin up and dont let it get you down to much you have to think of your children and yourself now

[thehornets]

So sorry to hear your news Paul - absolutely gutted for you mate. I hope the sale helps you some, and when the dust settles you can rebuild your collection. Time is a great healer, and hopefully your broken heart will heal sooner rather than later. You have many friends on here, and I wish you nothing but the best.

[film4watcher]

I'm so sorry for you, Paul. I really hope you can move forward and things get better for you. It's a very difficult situation but I hope you can continue to be a great father to your children and start to rebuild your life. God bless.

[kimbub16]

sorry to hear this paul dont no what to say but be strong for your kids

[irish3rdeye]

Paul so gutted for you mate.  Could never say the words that would express my sympathies.  Stay strong mate and I truelly wish you well.

[norwichcity78]

Glad to see you are getting back on the forum mate, i cant even say i know what you are going through but keep ya chin up buddy

[rcsmg1]

Paul,so sorry to read what has happened,and I hope things will start to sort out for you.

Your main priority will be to sort things out for yourself to make it easier for you family to see you.

Good luck with the sales and make sure you keep in touch with us.

Rob

[cremlin1962]

gutted for you mate!!! The only thing i can say is lean on your kids and that will see you through.Always look up mate!!! Hope things start looking up soon!!!