Thanks patch..  That was a bad day (or two).   The weekend just gone however was better.  
I dread the weekends.  Everyone is busy doing stuff or being at home with their families.  I find it a lonely time.  Last Sunday we gave up our lonely time to volunteer at the Alzheimers society Memory walk  and  ended up being at the forefront of the event.  It felt brilliant.  People asking me.. Me! for information!  Local radio interviewing my kids.  I didn't feel invisable that day.  🙂