You haven't got any bid retractions showing on your account so it looks as if you didn't cancel your bids, but agreed to buy the items and then didn't pay.
If this is what happened, you will get a non-payment strike for each item.
With two strikes, which last a year, a lot of sellers will automatically exclude you from buying their items.
"There are two ways to be fooled. One is to believe what isn't true; the other is to refuse to believe what is true.”
Søren Kierkegaard, Danish philosopher (1813 - 1855)
