Streety your a lot like me. I have a little morning job as i cannot cope with a lot else at the moment. When we get depression its up and down. good days and bad. Its HORRIBLE. Theres a lot of us who understand on here i think and we can support each other. I understand as sometimes i want to be alone but also get very lonely and its hard. I have hardly any family i am in touch with any more. But i have friends. Your not alone Streety honestly!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Big HUGS ((())) ((())). Bless you.