I wouldn't dream of speaking for you, or anyone else. We all have different personal circumstances, and some, myself included , were very worried about being told to stay at home. I don't know your circumstances, as you don't know mine, but the fact remains that the lockdown is necessary and couldn't come soon enough in order to save thousands of lives. Boris Johnson himself spoke very bluntly when announcing the measure, indicating the seriousness of the crisis. Anyone wanting to postpone that measure was not working for the good of the country and the general population. No more to be said.