In that regard then Bank you are clearly being influenced,  blinded and controlled by Satan. He is the cause of you not willing to accept that you have a chance to be included in the paradise and everlasting life that God has promised.

Two things.

Firstly Satan doesn't exist, he is just an invention to explain God's apparent failure to those who believe there is a God.

Secondly, have you ever thought of what the word 'everlasting' actually means and that there is nothing which can be imagined that would not pall after a few lifetimes let alone eternity.

What you are expecting/hoping for would be nothing better than torture of the mind, there are things worse than death, everlasting boredom would certainly be one of them.

If paradise is all you know it cannot be paradise.

Satan does know he has a very short time left,

If you are banking on things you have been told about Armageddon then forget it, like the Bible and various cults etc., JWs are noted for failed predictions.

http://www.jwfacts.com/watchtower/1800s.php

I do consider the fictional character of God as portrayed in the Bible, as a moral monster, it's not hard to do it would be hard to find any non believers who have a lower moral standard.